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Okay, so, time for an update with my life.
My friend Jacksters came over and spent the night at my house for...I dunno, a couple days. We were obsessively playing Silent Hill (all of them) every night. And then come the day of the Warped Tour, my parents decided to be Nazis about it and said that we couldn't go because we'd die of a heat stroke.
-___________- Fucking losers. Sunscreen + water + CLOUDY WEATHER LATER ON = no chance of getting a heat stroke.
But yeah, so then my mom said she'd take us ANYwhere else that day, and so we're like, "okay, let's go to the Mills!" And my mom was like, "No." Well, actually, it was my dad who started cussing somewhere where the Jacksters and I could hear him, and he's like "No."
So, there we go, getting screwed for the day. Don't get me wrong, Silent Hill is the best way to spend your time in front of a TV screen, and attempting to learn how to skateboard was fun too. But we wanted to go to the Mills. Jackie wanted to more than I, because she wanted us to meet Jake there...
Hmm, well, Jake had just gotten back from a trip from Mexico, and Jackie was really spazzed when my mom said she'd take us to the Mills the next day. Surprisingly we actually went, and I just went really quiet on the way over there, and even more silent when we walked over to Jake’s house 'cause (as usual) he's a lazy ass who wouldn't meet us down at the mall (the Mills).
It was awkward. Knowing he had a girlfriend (two? +shrug+) made it seem weirder, even though I thought I was over him. Jake was hanging out with his friend Tyler, just sitting on his couch listening to the Offspring because they didn't get to go to the Warped Tour either, so they were compensating that all morning long until we came.
+sigh+ I dunno... I found it hard to believe that Jake and Jackie were still so close to each other, even though I live closer to one of them than the other. It made me feel...outcasted? Prolly: they're so close and brother-sister-like that I don't feel like I belong.
Heh... It was funny when Jake unlocked his gun cabinet and snuck up on Jackie with a taser. He crackled it, and I don't think he hit her but she freaked out and ran back out to the living room. He tried to get me but knowing my reflexes I tapped my foot slightly hard to his knee, so he backed off. Still, that's one of the few things I can smile about that happened that day.
Oh, by the way, this'll prolly be really long. o____o; Sorry I didn't say that earlier.
After we got bored some more we went down to the Mills and walked around. We went into a little art gallery where no one, not even a security camera, was supervising the area, and we found an entrance to the shop next door that was still being put together. Uh...we went to the Super Target and bought canned Jones and Willy Wonka candy (Jacksters and I went to go see the movie later on, and I really liked it!).
Oh, and I forgot how it happened, but somehow Jake gave me a bloody nose. >___> I remember my nose hit his mouth, but I don't remember how we came to be so stupid and do that? So yeah the skin on my hand got dried blood on it, which looked sorta cool... It still hurt like hell, though!
Lunchtime. Okay, I honestly don't know what the fuck happened. I was really hungry on the drive over to the Mills, yet when we go to the food court, I'm barely up for a snack, so I just don't buy anything. I was really confused about it, but I got distracted 'cause my mom and sister decided to eat lunch at the same time as we did.
But yes, we sat down, Jake and Tyler took money from Jackie to buy some Burger King and then I went with Jacksters to wait in line for her Hibachi-san's. Even so, I keep an eye on my mom and sis, praying that they'll leave us alone. Well, apparently I had been staring off in their direction for a LONG time, and when I turned back around Jake was holding a french fry to my face. They life, I think I might've smiled, but I wasn't happy about it. Stopping to eat was probably the best part of the day though...
Jake just out of the blue said something that made him seem non-asshole-like and actually empathetic/sympathetic, one of those. "'I didn't laugh.' That'll be the one thing we remember the most."
Damn him right now, to hell and back. >____< That was the best night ever, back on Sept. 24th of last year... Fuck, he LOOKED at me like he meant it, too. Fuggin' a... I want a new life... I want to be over him, but that day made memories pop back up.
+hits head+ I just want school to start back up... I don't want to finished reading Huck Finn (I finally started, I'm on like chapter 3 or 4, and it's boring me). But I just want something to come up and distract me from the good times I miss so much.
And you know who's at fault for that?
When I tried calling him, and Jake's [step?]dad, that sounded like Jake, but was actually just very drunk, who made me think he didn't give a shit about me anymore and was just being a complete, total asshole about telling me. So yes. Some drunken adult who I don't even know the name of ruined the first truly good part of my life.
Gawd does life have too much irony...and stopping at Borders somewhere during that day to look at a book entitled "Position of the Day" or something rather didn't help me. -______- It was in the sex section, you figure it out.
Oh, almost forgot the reason I titled this. So I went to Jackie's house in Calhan, and then I got sick the next morning. Like...puking 20+ times throughout the day, about five times in one sitting, I'm guessing. I really stoped counting once I got into the teens... But yeah, I wish I had taken Pepto-Bismol at JAckie's, 'cause it saved me from puking this morning. >____________< I just thought that I'd throw up once and then I'd be done. Boy was I wrong.
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